Dealing with life can be very difficult. I am now learning
what was always there, prayer. Facing issues with family is what I have been
dealing with. They are full of drama and gossip. They cause issues that can be
avoided. I always question my actions to make sure it’s not me. Praying daily
for change for them both. To be more optimistic and make wiser decisions. To
move forward and have grace about themselves. People are who they are tho. You
can take them to a place of refuge and give them the keys to life. Only they
can make it happen. Make the correct choices with the tools provided
I am not proud of myself, only because I want to be more
successful and master success. I am leaning now that everyone is not on your
level, therefore everyone cannot make it to the top with you. Rather its
family, friends, lovers, if their actions are not positive or moving in your
direction it can detour you from progress.
Feeling attacked can cause you to be weak/ causing you to
always feel like a victim, when indeed you are the victor. Facing new changes,
trials, tribulations can also cause this feeling of weakness as well. As I look
back over my life and I think things over, I can truly say I’ve been blessed I
have a TESTIMONY!!
I testify that I have been through a lot this year. I have
had the support of GOD. I talk with friend but no one can solve or comfort me
like him. I try to express my thoughts, feelings, and begin to the holy spirit
and Christ. To continue to comfort me in my time of trouble. Help me make sound
decision. Forgive me for my sins and things I do that I know you don’t approve
of. Help me become a better person, mother.
Praying for better can push things and people out the
way.(out your life) You can feel isolated. But now I feel weird. Have I grown
to another mental level to where I feel like I have to change my group of
“friends” in order to excel to the next level? These are choices that
successful people and business minded people make daily/ whom all seem sad, but
has to face reality that no one will love you or do for you like yourself.
No one supports my
dreams, relationships, goals, I know god does. He’s just not tangible, not
touchable, no face to face, no instant replies, only patience and knowledge to
know he is there listening and watching your every move. Protecting you,
guiding you, even in your place of darkness. Reassurance comes through
tribulations, which only comes through trails.
In the end all things are possible and whether it’s good or
bad you will grow from it all.
~Tiessia Paschell~
