Live On Purpose

Now is the time to complete all things. If you have the power, strength, and access to resources, please utilize them to make a better you.

I am realizing as an adult you have to take control of you. It’s easy to give the little things power, for instance if you, want to stop smoking, drinking, lose weight, be a better person, etc. You have to start a new process, new steps, to get rid of old habits.  In my personal journey to rid myself of these things I realize how much energy I gave to the wrong things. Instead of smoking, I exercise, instead of complaining I pray. I’m substituting new beginnings that I want to keep for a lifetime.

I know that as a women of God I have the option to make choices. I see the flaw in some choices and decisions I’ve made. I decided to do things that harm my body (Temple), I am now thinking in an optimist view. I have minor health problems and if I continue they will become major.  As I laid in the hospital I thought to myself,

“The nurses and doctors around me are nearly my age. Here I lay, sad, and none comprehending of the damage I am doing to self”.

The mind is so powerful. The bible says re-new your thoughts daily. Fill yourself with the word, which will bring you knowledge. That’s exactly what I had to do. Renew some things, Do something different to get results I never had. I am now on a mission to change my life for the good and take 

charge of all the things I can control.

If you’re out there trying to change for the better, continue on that path. God gave us the right to choose. It’s up to us if we choose life or death. I choose Life and to live it with purpose!!

Who am I

WHO AM I ??
I am a mother !! , full of life always alert (for the most part) , ready for my next adventure (as long as its not another child)!! Ready to invest in my child and teach him what I was taught plus more. I am a mother , Fighting with every breath in me to provide, to win, to stay ahead and never get left behind. Loving my child with all the life in me, giving him my life , a life , which ever you want to call it I am a mother.
I am a wife, Loving him until I cant anymore. Vowing my life over to my (Mr.), showing him all the love and sweetness he's entitled to for the rest of his life. I am a wife. I have dinner prepared, clothes prepared, the home in order, bills intact , savings intact, I am a wife. No one can or no one will split this bond, only god is entitled to break us two apart, we don't even have that authority. I am a wife. Dealing with the highs and lows, the sickness and the health, the wealth and the debt, the inns and outs of this marriage , I am a wife.

I am a writer .I write my heart out , all of my pain , sadness , thoughts of frustration , thoughts of guilt , to relief my mind , I am a writer. Writing to make a dollar ($), to live a dream , writing out my dreams, themes , and means of being here, I am a writer .

I am a Leader, leading the lost into what now is found. Finding the lost and showing the light that wasn't so bright. I am a leader , even the ones in position to lead , still I teach them a thing or two.

I am Friend, your friend to the end. So friendly I get played by those who claim they "care", I am a friend, to those who need a genuine  ear, help , or someone to talk to I am a friend.
I am a entrepreneur, never able to work for "the man" , always craving and generating thought after thought of success , how to be , how to find , how to profit off myself. I am an entrepreneur. I dream big , bigger then I can even imagine. Cant sleep at night because I'm wishing for more and wanting to work for my dream to come to pass, I am an entrepreneur .

I am a child of God. Praying on a daily basis . Making sure god gets his time. Thinking cautiously on every decision I make. I am a child of God. He speaks through the spirit , in my dreams, visions, making me aware of all of my surroundings. Showing the enemies face. I am victorious in Gods eye's I am the apple of his eye, he leadth me through green pastures and provides me with comfort on the coldest , loneliest night, I am a child of god, cant you tell look at that smile , the health I'm in , the wealth I'm in , and all I want to do is serve. Be a servant, help those in need. I am a child of god.

I am Tiessia Paschell , these are the pieces of me that make me whole !!

The Healing Process

                                          

I have been through the storm and can say once you’ve healed the process still continues. Take for intense , if you hurt your ankle and it heals, there are times when you still feel a minor ache in it or you might step on it wrong and it triggers a pain all over again. Why is this? , Because it’s not completely healed. It takes time and just because it feels like it’s healed doesn’t mean it is.

You can take this and use it in every aspect of your life, if you’re heartbroken, give yourself time to heal. So you want have to open up old issues in a new situation. If you’ve been Hurt by someone, give that relationship time to heal, you could restart a flame that will never go out. Remember you have to be careful of the bridges you burn, you just might have to cross them again.  If you have issues with forgiving, you have to lean toward the lords understanding and not your own. We as human sometimes overlook the big picture because we are stuck on an actions that hurt you to the core. You must forgive or it will hinder you in the end.

We have to learn from all experiences in life, take each thing that hurt us, learn from it, and move forward. This is how one gains wisdom, which is one of the keys to true happiness. God is the way to start from there he can order your steps in his word and you will began to walk in the new. Have Faith Stay blessed, and remember you are always loved.

                                           ~The Real Me ~

                                                TIESSIA  PASCHELL 

Soul Mate

One of my Facebook Friends asked a question , whats the difference between a soulmate and a life-partner ? I began to think about it and realized that a life partner is just that , a partner in life more of a business situation.Making things work for the good of each other.Staying focused on whatever goal that they made together. Now, with that being said , here's my vision of my soulmate , this is something I wrote years ago and hopefully it will be my vows one day !! 




I want a true friend someone to call on at anytime and they answer. the weak human flesh can't resist a touch of another sex whether it's genuine or just because. they say when you find a special person  you will know. The moment our souls unit will be a day of bliss for the both of us. We will take  our minds to a place of serene peace and love. He will be my Adam and i will be his Eve. We will stand strong through all the seasons and storms. No one can break this bond of true love. destined for the soulmate only. When god made you he , was thinking of me. The only one woman who will keep you sane and in place. When your back is up against  the wall call me if i'm not already against the wall with you. You are in my life because the lord placed you here only through him will you leave my side. I no longer have to long for true love because you show it, wanting of good sex , you give it to me raw, long for a man, you are that and more. my longing days are over. I can long for the day when we are in a place of peace( heaven )  and there too we will meet and live eternity out  with the father who created us and mated us for life until we meet my soulmate  love, peace and  soul.



In the end we all want to be loved , we all want to give love too. As long as you put God first everything else will fall in place. Remember God can't fail , he has your soulmate waiting on your sweet arrival!!

Power of Love

Hey,

I’m writing you to let you know I have been waiting on you for a while now. You’re a good friend to have, brutally honest, understanding, motivating, and not to mention real and genuine. I know you’re not perfect, but it seems I love you and all your flaws. I rarely put myself out there but with you it comes naturally. You make me feel like a natural women. I give all credit to god because I prayed for someone who is for me, I gave him no details, I only asked for a man who is for me that comes from you. Honestly I have been hurt so many times, and my kindness is usually taken for weakness. I want you to be a friend and continue to coach me on better steps I can take in life to be a better me. I love the man, father, lover, fighter, Protector In you. The thing that turns me on the most is the Man of god that’s shines so bright from the inner you.

It seems that men come into my life and start with a good impression. Then time goes on and in the end it turns out to be a bad choice and a bad end to a relationship. I’m learning to move with god and to flow with him. He is the leader of my life. He is the Love of my life. I pray about any and everything, down to the smallest details of my life. I have to move forward with positivity and always smile. This is easier said than done, but I say small declarations to encourage myself, making sure I say the lords pray. I want to always give him thanks and praise.

God makes no mistakes, everything you go through in life has a lesson behind it. Even the choices that you make has a lesson. Rather it’s for good or bad it’s always something to be learned. I see people (myself as well), make choices on their own and then blame it on other people or the devil. Sometimes we are the one who is self-destructing ourselves. We cause our own trials and tribulations, but once  delivered we realize what or where we went wrong and try our best not to do those things again. This is called making wiser choices as you get older.  1^ST Corinthians 13:11, “Now that I am a Man, I have done away with childish things”.

We all has issues that we deal with, just call on god and he will lend his unchanging hand. Many pass judgment but with god he will pass on healing for your sickness, strength for your weakness, and love for your broken heart. I am a vessel of god working to please him and only him. I will continue to place God first in all I do and watch the seeds I plant grow. I will forever and always be in love with God. 

Power of Unity

 

The death of 8 innocent lives taken , In the House of the Lord, where some of our great Black ancestors have preached. This is the most brutal hate crime I have heard. My heart goes out to the victims family who have to suffer such a lost at the hands of a coward.

 I get so upset when I think about race and issues about the culture of America. Truth is the America was built on blood shed. America has tainted our way of "True Culture" ,  we have freedom , but no unity.  Some are taught at a young age what to like and what not to like. The African American will always , face a battle because of their skin color. They create division in out own culture  by  making a "light skin vs. dark  skin " a big deal.  We must try to stick together as a whole race and nation. It looks like America is on a mission to take out  the "Black Man" , its entirely too many deaths and shootings by law enforcement . not to mention the killings that occur  with no publicity  , the Black on Black crime , but they don't mention the set up of "projects",  how they set us up to fail. Push all the people with low income in one area , (which is majority blacks ) and have them fight , destroy , and kill their own community. Have them brainwashed into thinking they cannot succeed and make them comfortable enough so they wont try too. In the end  Its the African American race that  will suffer . If we would just take a minute and observe the real things that are going on around us. Get off Social Media and more into out communities. Get a real grip on what our ancestors , such as Martin Luther King , who was assassinated because he was about unity and Peace. He made a real impact on the pockets of the Politian's , lawyers etc., I remember the "Boycott" , that they tried to create around the death of another young back man. There was so much negative kickback on why it wont work , many said its stupid, I see people saying "I'm going to do my shopping , bump a boycott". If they understood the depth of the "Black Dollar"  then  I know for a fact it would have worked out in our favor.

This is a fact , In 1955 Rosa Park , refused to get off the bus. She then started the most epic Boycott in Americas History, with the help of Martin Luther King and those who followed him. The main reason it worked is because it caused a chain reaction to the pockets of Politian's and the bus line. The main customer of Public Transportations was "African Americans" . They stood strong with each other and where united. No one had personal feelings all of them wanted to accomplished the same goal "equality and Fairness" and they did. The crowd was mixed , so it was other races marching for our rights. Their hard work is the reason why we have more opportunity in America Today.I will always remember , Together we can stand strong , but apart we are very weak".

I can honestly say that I want to be an activist , I want to do a peaceful march for those who have been  a victim to the harsh unfairness of Police Brutality  and for those who have lost a love one to a hate crime.I want to set up more community centers and programs in neighborhoods that lack resources and are poverty stricken. Theres a lot we all can do , each one teach one and we will all be successful in the end. I ask that we all  open our eyes and start fighting for what is right. We have to stand for something or we  will continue  to fall for anything.

Let it Go!!

Letting go can be the hardest thing to do, Question ? Have you ever seen someone in a situation and you wonder , why wont they just let it go ? Truth is , it's not as easy as you think. People tend to get comfortable and don't realize it until decades later. I think it starts with the  renewing of your mind. Then this turns into new actions. Its hard to just switch into a new routine. Whether its starting a healthy lifestyle or  trying to stop smoking it all takes will power, which starts with the mind.









Once you've started making baby steps to changing , you have to change your surroundings , perhaps loose "friends", along the way. This can be challenging. I am in the mist of a new change. Everything around me is forming into a greater person. I like the change but letting go of the old things was hard.





First I had to realize that God had set this all up for me. This is all the prays and worshipping coming in full affect. I heard the spirit say " you gave so much to the wrong things , when its time to give to the right things you get scared and hesitant", I took that and kept moving with a spirit of Gratefulness am so grateful that the lord has covered me in my wrong doing, has shown me mercy , and he's bringing new change to my life. The lifestyle I'm converting into is "The Real ME", going into a business, networking more, and surrounding myself with nothing but positivity. God instilled all of these things into me. I know he will fulfill my hearts desires. I know I am made of greatness, "greater is he who lives in me", I will be successful and I owe it all to Jesus Christ for dying on the cross for my sins. All I want to say is Thank you Jesus for all that you have done for me. May god bless you all and thanks for Reading my blog!!!

RESTORING MY STRENGTH

To restore  one's self you must  first find out what caused you to feel so empty  or took all your enegry. You must then find a way to prevent this from reoccuring. Once this is compeleted you will be able to handle things  head on and be prepared for whatever comes your way. I know tis becasue im on the last step. Preparing for what ever come your way. When the Devils see's sucess and the  angels have gave you a prophetic word, your are his target. He will throw all his demons at you. Attack you from every angel and through anybody around you who is  weak enough to influence. He will come at you with his "A", game. So you have  to be on your game and and have your armour on at all times. The armour of god is the word, "Bible", it will proctect you at all times.You will be able to referance the word and get revolation. You wll realize that Jesus is real and the Lord is the  truth and the light. I have obtained knowlege , now I must find a way to ustilize it. Once thats  done I can  then profit off my knowledge. The my final step is too pass my knowledge down and help other as well. I will do  this and continue to restore my strengths , by turning to my  rock and keeping   my  armour on daily.I will win at life and be very sucessfull, all i have to do is keep moving  and  never give up.

Judgement Day

Today is a chance at life , to grow , gain knowledge , whether or not your in college. I stroll down theses blogs, FB,IG, timelines and see nothing to inspire our generation. I think to myself , How can I stand up for my nation? , Is there a way to make them realize that what they are seeing is fake. The things they worship are evil.The ways of the world have changed who you are and that's not suppose to happen. We're are suppose to make a difference , To lead each other to knowledge instead of  stupidity. They take people's personal lives and exploit them. Picking at the weak, cribbed, homeless.Posting the most shallow things , nothing that will strengthen your brain.Religion is something they need to discuss , maybe then they'll be less  in lust. Maybe they will  realize the real from the  fake.fake. Probably will understand it's some pictures your shouldn't take. It's a possibility that they will all gain respect and stop encouraging each other to do any and everything just for a  " check".See , I'm scared for everyone not just my race, because soon my lord will come down and judge this place.He will start with the preachers , judging the Church is always first , known fact because that's what the bible says.He will then go to the rich and famous , their chances of getting into heaven is probably less then the nameless.He'll then shift his attention to the humble and meek. Because he already knows its true wisdom they seek. He'll continue on and cross over to you and I , judging us from what we've done and why ? , The kids and children will be last, for they are innocent and have no past.When this day comes will you be prepared? will you be someone whose life was spared. Today is a day that all this could happen , just pray as you go and keep God as your captain.

THE KEY TO A HUMBLE SOUL

The key to life is to live it. But how ?, with all the ups and downs life throws you , you have  to know how to  bounce back. Life can be as hard as you make it. I'm the first to say that rolling with the  punches  is easier said then done.Its hard to face a reality that you wish was none exsiting.Today I can say I have  learned to humble myself. This whole time i though it meant not acting out, putting on like someone with no common sense.The true definition of the  word in my eyes  is remaining clam through whatever comes your way. Wheather your stuck in traffic, long lines at the grocery store , or in my case searching for a better career/Job, to just reamin calm. Dont let nothing , but the spirit of god move you . If you do that you wont be angry , because good moves you with wisdom and knowledge. You can not handle anything with a chip on your shoulder. You cant  grow if your holding on to something  that is going to harm you in the end. Theres nothing wrong with speaking up for one's self, but its a time and place for everything. Thats  why  I love Ecclesiates so much. It breaks down and lets you know its  a time for being angry , fearfull ,and fearless.Its just all based on gods timing, and man will never know what he  has  in store so thats  why its a wise thing to just be humble. See, doing that will have everything in order, it can open up doors and prevent  the should'ves from acccuring.I only know this because I have experienced life  just a little , but  enough to know that being humble it the  key  to   happiness and a stress free life. Until next time  stay humble my friends.

The reason I smile

Burning Passion

When you have dreams , goals , and ambitions you will never be truely happy until its all accomplished. I stroll down FB , IG, and only see potenial clients. If i riding  , i'm looking at property on what could be a great business venture for me. I have all this knowledge clogged up inside waiting to burst out. I have a mind of knowledge , but its getting me no where if i cant use it. I recently had a lot of major things happend to me. Like on the inside im torn all up because i want things and i'm  willing to work for them , but it  seems that all the things coming my way are very difficult to deal with. Its stressful. It's so hard for me right now. I wish  I was born wealthy , but i wasn't. I was born in a working family. We have to work for what we want period. I look at the world so different. I look at people who make excuses different. If  i  had the  time , the money , people around me I would make  my dream happen. My time is so consumed , even with that I'm still willing to  make  effort day by day , but I lack resources. I'm sitting here writing my heart out as much as possible.  Thats why people who have every weak excuse in the world of why they can't and the avenue is clear for take off make my stomach turn.If your able to do it for people like me  who have to  take a seat back and wait patiently for there time to come.  I feel so lost, I feel lonely , I know god is real but i still wonder where  he's at and whats his plan for me . I dont have my  dreams no more , if i do it shows me  being under attack by  demons. Its just not my season  , but oh' how I wish it was. I wish I could shine as  bright as the stars and moon at night. I wish I could glide through this world like the birds in the sky , or flow with the wind like the trees. I wish I could move like the waves in the ocean with a constant flow. I want to  grow like  the flowers in spring time. The things I want in my life are a burning passion inside of me. I feel my skin melting and head spinning from the burning passion inside. I want  to tell the world Help ME !! , I WANT TO WIN. I'm a child of God. He said we will have our hearts desires , if we belive , have faith , and keep  moving in the  right direction.Im waiting on It. This is  the  testimony of my life. all of me is being tested. even my faith. I will continue to walk by faith , regaudless

The Trouble with seeing and not having Faith

Today is a New Year ,  I have been speaking things into my life. Regaudless, I will win. See, my problem is  I'm looking at what everyone else has and I'm comparing. I have been very uncomfortable at my current job , I have been searching for a job on and off for the last  year. Do you know how hard it is  to maintain something you dont want  , but yet you are grateful for it ?,  Well I'll tell you its one of the  hardest things I've  faced in my life yet so far. To see others moving on , and you feel  stuck.

This morning I said to myself "everyone is moving past me", and a voice said clear as day , "no there not ",.  I sat and though to myself and then it hit me. God is telling me your sucess is not going to come from a job calling saying "your hired " (which i really dont want ), its going to come from all the knowledge that you have instilled into yourself , you will be your own sucess, all the small things that you have been working on will piece together. I get very discouraged , looking at things from the naked eye. I see things and began to freak out, think negative, even wonder is god listening. Then I have a moment with the  Holy Spirit it wakes up in me and  begans to  tell me you are more then what you see. You think just because people are moving to jobs thier moving past you. No, open your mind ,look at the big picture, When you move, you will be your  own Boss , I will bless you more then you ever can think. Your cup shall over flow with my blessings.

As I write , I tear up, I know this is the year of completion for me. I can say this has been a lot of endurance , a lot of losing so called friends , a lot of self doubt , but  guess what ?  in the mist of it all I still moved, I still moved !! I'm willing to do my part. I'm willing to suffer  a little , if it means I will win in the end , then everything I have been doing is worth my time.

So dear friends , if your feeling down because you see things and they look ugly from your naked eye. Then keep pushing until god feeds your spirit with what he see's for you. A vision will keep you going , a vision will inspire you to keep moving , a vision will keep trouble with seeing and not having Faith out your way.Keep pressing , even if your the turtle in the  race , once your done your done.