Hey,
I’m writing you to let you know I have been waiting on you
for a while now. You’re a good friend to have, brutally honest, understanding,
motivating, and not to mention real and genuine. I know you’re not perfect, but
it seems I love you and all your flaws. I rarely put myself out there but with
you it comes naturally. You make me feel like a natural women. I give all
credit to god because I prayed for someone who is for me, I gave him no
details, I only asked for a man who is for me that comes from you. Honestly I
have been hurt so many times, and my kindness is usually taken for weakness. I
want you to be a friend and continue to coach me on better steps I can take in
life to be a better me. I love the man, father, lover, fighter, Protector In
you. The thing that turns me on the most is the Man of god that’s shines so
bright from the inner you.
It seems that men come into my life and start with a good
impression. Then time goes on and in the end it turns out to be a bad choice
and a bad end to a relationship. I’m learning to move with god and to flow with
him. He is the leader of my life. He is the Love of my life. I pray about any
and everything, down to the smallest details of my life. I have to move forward
with positivity and always smile. This is easier said than done, but I say
small declarations to encourage myself, making sure I say the lords pray. I
want to always give him thanks and praise.
God makes no mistakes, everything you go through in life has
a lesson behind it. Even the choices that you make has a lesson. Rather it’s
for good or bad it’s always something to be learned. I see people (myself as
well), make choices on their own and then blame it on other people or the
devil. Sometimes we are the one who is self-destructing ourselves. We cause our
own trials and tribulations, but once
delivered we realize what or where we went wrong and try our best not to
do those things again. This is called making wiser choices as you get
older. 1ST Corinthians 13:11,
“Now that I am a Man, I have done away with childish things”.
We all has issues that we deal with, just call on god and he
will lend his unchanging hand. Many pass judgment but with god he will pass on
healing for your sickness, strength for your weakness, and love for your broken
heart. I am a vessel of god working to please him and only him. I will continue
to place God first in all I do and watch the seeds I plant grow. I will forever
and always be in love with God.
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